Valantine's day

Every year i used to get a Secret Admirer flower at school, Every Fucking Year, never found out who actually was sending them. But you'd think that once you leave school they stop fucking coming. This year being the first since school i've recieved 1, i had 2 - 3 good years where nothing turned up, no-one loved me, i fully accept the fact that no one loves me numerous times during my life.

So yeah i got a single rose with a note "from your secret admirer P.S (i'm closer than you think)" Now that's fucked up!!!! i love murder mysteries, i love arthouse headfuck movies, Yet i can't stand to not know who wants me. it just pisses me off.

So i was dumped 3 days before valentine, by my women of the moment. I was the other guy, i've never been the other guy, in all relationships where another guy has become involved later. The other guy got the girl, Which kind of blew my mind, How do i, a ruggedly attractive ^(kinda) guy go out with a chick and then get dumped. I WAS THE OTHER GUY, is there rules about being the other guy?